I wish I loved my computer more.

Sometimes, I really wish I was a gamer.
You know those middle-aged guys that immerse themselves in World of Warcraft, live with their parents and never venture outside?
It seems easier.
Easier than trying to forge connections with shitty humans that you don't even like. Easier than dating. Easier than a two hour commute to a job you don't even like.
Dying alone doesn't seem too bad when you consider you won't have to talk to actual IRL people for the whole of your life.